WHAT A DAY!
Let me apologise right off the bat for this terrible rant, which might present a stumbling block to some of you. Just in case you were wondering, I'm still human the last I checked and I'm just going to let it out. I'm a rational human being (except when high on caffeine), so it won't be one of those angsty little ego trips.
I'm just really frustrated. There are a few questions I'd like to ask someone in particular, but most important being "do you even know the people you work with?" I mean, seriously. You'd think that after that many years, you'd know your people well enough. Do you think we flout rules for no reason? Or do you think we aren't rational adults? What's my track record in situations like these? What's my personality? Those are serious questions. But clearly, not everyone knows the answer. I think we should know those things about the people we work with. There needs to be a relationship before you can expect anyone to want to do things for you willingly. Which, clearly, is not happening especially in my area. My mother told me I should have said "my mother raised me better than that". LOL. I don't know about you, but I'd defend my friends even though they might have made a mistake, just on the basis that I know them and they're my responsibility too. We're all accountable to one another after all. And if they haven't made any errors, I'll still be glad to take the blame if it's a misguided accusation. This is called sacrificial love. Don't see it much nowadays. I'm not tooting my own horn, but honestly, that's how I see things. And don't get me started on that look and tone of voice. But I shall stop right here, because I know that despite it all, God is still God and He is sovereign. So I shall submit to that and trust that God will vindicate me. So I'm going to put this behind me and move on. No sense getting bitter over something that is pretty trivial and would seem completely inconsequential tomorrow. On another happy note, we had delicious potato salad today thanks to Jeff and had a great time rehearsing our songs. WOO! Fun times. In the evening, the chat time with Wendy was the best ever. She listens to all my crrrrrrrrrap! Haha.


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